Abstain

i have been trying to abstain from smoking numerous times.always a good beginning before have a hard time keeping up good work.abstinence from smoking did not work out for me until 3 months ago.anyway,i have not lit up a cig for more than 100 days,barvo!and i got total abstinence from alcohol as well.it is so hard for people to abstain from something they relish,but for the sake of health,we have to do that.fortunately i am not a religious guy who might stand for total abstinence from sex.just imagine one day i don't drink no coffee.no alcohol.no cocaine.no sex and never lit up.would be a perfect day as Lou Reed sang?maybe it would not.We have to admit that human beings always have desire to do something evil and there are always something evil we have to explore just for fun.

i have been lounging for a long while.being idle is disgraceful.i can not afford it.there are still loads of words i have to memorise.to be or not to be,inexcusable issue,period.either be a quitter or get through this long and winding road.As usual,i spend pretty much time blogging.it is time i commence working on this blog in english.kind of getting my english scrutinized by peers.also about time pick up some old hobbies like ROCK'N ROLL.i have tendency towards a philistine.i am in jeopardy. hope i can still rock,roll and rule in Jingjiang's "underground" rock scene.just teasing.

i used to fantasize being a homeless tramp, vagabonding with a guitar case, playing guitar against the wind and travelling all around the world.As time goes by, i figured out i treasure family value like everyone does. i settle down and hang around with my son every single day.where have the rebellious wayward me gone? far gone.i evolved into an experienced "babysitter".my wife handles accompanying my boy to fall asleep every night,rarely did i have the chance doing this tough job until recently when i have huge problem getting my son falling asleep.bitter sweet symphony.